Trapped by the image*
the perfection of it*
it stunts me*

nothing I do will ever compete with what already exists*
naturally*

this quest, this following, this religion*

my drawings’ ashes are waiting for me*
they haunt me*
what to do with them*

the next step*
lose everything*
start over again*

descending*
dissenting*

* Remember that you are dust and to dust you shall return